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~ ~Kevin's P.O.V~

As I stepped through the large doors of the school building, I felt a pressure of air hit me in my face; as if it wasn't bad enough I was freezing in the rain. I flinched a bit and closed my eyes to prevent the cold air stinging my eyes. I opened them back up and I was pretty amazed by the amount of students attending here. I couldn't remember the last time I've seen so many students in one place, and I'm only in the hallway.

I walked down the hall way of the school and looked around. At each corner, I saw a group of students, hanging together and talking to each other about certain topics. Each group was different, though. One group was a large group of pretty girls applying make up and talking about the latest 'fads', and in the next group is a group of jocks talking about hitting the bars on fridays after their next football game. None of those groups interested me and I ceased to care. I just wanted to get his day over with.

Though I did wonder, will I ever have any friends? I know I ceased to care about others, but I couldn't stay alone throughout my high school years. Will I ever find my mate? Will I do well and pass my classes? All these thoughts made a knot in my stomach and I suddenly got nervous. My thoughts started scattering around my head and I was suddenly losing my sense of direction. I held my bad tightly making sure I don't drop it and had my schedule papers in the other hand.

I was pretty optimistic today would go smoothly this morning, but I spoke too soon.

As I was walking down the hall way, flooded with thoughts, I wasn't looking the right way and the next thing you know,*THUMP* I bumped into someone else. I dropped my schedule and I could see that all my papers were scattered through out the hallway.

I'm not sure if I bumped into a pole or what because that really hurt. I took a step back and rubbed my head. I immediately looked up and saw a huge, blue husky staring at me with his cold, green jade eyes. He looked to be around 6'2, and he was extremely huge. The blue husky wasn't alone, he had a group with him. The group was filled with other jocks and pretty cheer leaders, which sounded too good to be true, but seemed typical. From the looks of it, he seemed to be the alpha leader of the group.

"Crap..." I say to myself. I could see people stopping and staring at us, which meant I'm screwed.

I quickly bent down and grabbed my papers, not even making eye contact with him. The whole hall way went dead silent, which kind of scared me.

"Hey loser, watch where you're going." He says to me in a deep voice. I guess he expected me to apologize since he said it again in an impatient tone.

I continue not to eye him and proceed to pick up my papers.

"Hey, didn't you hear me, bitch? Or do you have hearing problems?" He says angrily.

I pick up the last of my papers and stand up. I looked down and tried to walk away. He wasn't really happy with that because he immediately grabbed me by my shirt and pushed me against the wall, holding me up with his big, large arms.

"Did you not fucking hear me, or do I need to make you? You better fucking watch where you're going next time, loser."

I continue to stay silent and not look at him. I didn't want to get suspended on the first day of school, and I wasn't planning on doing so.

"Let me go." I say to him.

"What?" He says back.

I quickly grab his arm and locked it with mine, I then bent his arm a bit which seemed to hurt him because he immediately let go after doing so. His jock friends were about to come and help him, but he just gestured them to stay back. I didn't want any trouble and I didn't want to have a bad record on my first day of school. I quickly fixed my shirt, grabbed my bag and papers, and walked away.

As I walked away, I could hear him cursing at me.

"You better not do that again you fucking fag!" He says yelling across the hall way. When he looked me in the eye, I couldn't help but stare into them. His beautiful jade eyes were so beautiful, I couldn't resist. And his strong arms and perfect body...

Wait what? Was I just fantasizing about him? I must be over my head. I never fantasized about another guy, never alone fantasize about anyone else before. I just have to clear my head. I could also tell after he let me go, I saw an expression of guilt in his face for a split second. I was pretty confused, but happy I got out of there in time.

I continue to ignore him and walk down towards my class. The 1st period bell was going to ring soon, so I might as well make it to my class just in case. My first class was English AP, which seemed easy enough.

I entered the classroom and saw a few students. They were in groups chatting away about their summer break and how hell it is to be back in school. I just quickly found a seat in the back of the class and sighed. I was glad I made it out alive, now I just have to finish all 7 classes today and I'll be back at my house. But then again, I have to go to school everyday, which makes it hell for me. I didn't really care, I only cared to finish the hell out of this place and see my little sister again.

After a few minutes went by, the bell rang and a swarm of students poured into the class. As I was waiting for the students to take their seats, I noticed the blue husky from this morning walk into the class.

"SHIT." I said to myself. I have my first class with him? Oh great, there goes my peace and sanity. Maybe he's just here to leave his girlfriend or visit.

I noticed he was talking to the same group from the hall way and he quickly gave one cheer leader a hug. I found it weird why people would hug each other, probably shows love. I quickly sank into my seat hoping the blue husky wouldn't notice me. He quickly gave his 'bros' a high hive and he quickly took a seat. Out of all the seats, he was sitting in the one to my left.

That's it I thought. My life is over, prepare for my life to end this very morning on the first day of school.

As he walks down the aisle of seats, I could see him staring at me. I was pretty confused because he was giving the same guilty expression he gave back in the hall way when the incident occurred. I didn't know if I should feel glad or guilty. He isn't calling me out or attempting to beat me up, so I'm glad. But that guilty expression is starting to make feel guilty.

He quickly sat down in his seat and paid full attention to the teacher.

Our new teacher was named Mr. Bones. He was an old german shepherd that looked like he was living proof this planet had existed for billions of years, not to be rude. He just quickly introduced himself and gave us our first assignment. We were to do an assignment about the war that occurred between furries and humans. It wasn't my favorite book, but I've read it before which makes it easier for me. The only thing that made this assignment thing worse was that we had to work in partners, assigned partners. And guess who I was paired up with? The one and only blue husky that sat to my left.

I was pretty nervous. I felt like I was going to get beat up or he was going to start something. Every other partner group was chatting away while my partner sat there quietly, not saying a word. I was fine with the fact it was quiet. I decided to take the assignment sheet and do all the work myself.

~Blue Husky's P.O.V~

"God damnit" I muttered to myself. "It's my 1st day of class and I get partnered with a guy I just flipped out on. I knew I should've taken pills before I left to school, I get angry easily if I don't take them."

I look over my shoulder and see the wolf rampaging through the assignment like there was no tomorrow. I felt bad letting him do all the work, especially after what I did. He looked cute, though. His beautiful white snowy fur coat with black linings that marked through out his body made him stand out. I weirdly found him attractive, which was weird. I never found myself to be a person that would be attracted to guys, only girls. It's probably because I haven't taken my pills yet...

I might as well apologize. I'll make it up to him soon.

"Hey" I say in a low voice. I guess he didn't hear me because he was still working on the assignment, as if he didn't hear a thing.

"Hey" I say again, but in a higher tone.

"Hi." The wolf says.

"Hey look, I'm sorry for this morning." I tell him. "I was just having a bad day and I accidentally let my temper get the best of me. I didn't mean to cause any bad blood."

"It's fine" he responds. "It's my fault I wasn't looking where I was going, I should be the one apologizing."

I felt guilt wash over me. He's blaming himself even though It was me to be blamed.

"No please, don't blame yourself, it was my fault, I should be the one actually apologizing."

A few silent moments passed, neither one of us said a word.

"Oh, um, by the way, I'm Jake." I say extending my paw.

The wolf looked quite surprised and confused, he looked as if he didn't know what to do. He quickly extended his paw but just oddly grasped my paw and let go quickly.

"My names Kevin, it's a pleasure to meet you." He says staring at me.

"Hey Kevin, do you know how to paw shake?" I ask

"Huh, what's a paw shake?" He responds.

I giggle a bit. He seemed pretty confused because he was blushing.

"Oh, um, did I do something wrong?" He asks

"No, silly." I say giggling a bit more. "I'm just surprised you didn't know what a paw shake was."

"What is a paw shake?" He asks once again.

"A paw shake is basically where we shake paws. Here extend your paw like this and shake mine."

He extends his paw and I extend mine. I take my paw into his and shake it. It felt weird, though. His paw felt extremely warm, as if the warmth of the sun was resting on his paw. I found myself getting lost in my own thoughts.

"Um, hey, is a paw shake suppose to last this long?" He asks, kind of ruining the moment.

"Oh, I'm sorry!" I say blushing, quickly letting go of his paw.

He seems different from any other person I met. He didn't know what a paw shake was and he seems to be a type of calm person. I had to find out who he really was..... If I seem to fantasize about him and think his paw is soft, something must be going on. And I have to find out.

~Kevin's P.O.V~

"Oh don't worry, it's fine." I say. "I'm just not used to hanging out with other people, since I've never hung out with anyone before."

"Really?" He says in astonishment. "Do you have any friends?"

I was pretty reluctant when he asked that question. "Friends?" I ask. I haven't heard that word for 4 years and the moment I hear it, it sounds like the word has become obsolete.

"Oh my, you don't know what friends are?" He asks. "Have you been living under a rock all your life?"

"No, I've been living in the woods." I answer.

"The woods, why in the woods? He asks curiously.

"Well, It's a long story, I'll tell you later if you want."

"I'd love to hear it! But really, I'm really sorry for this morning."

"Please, no need to apologize anymore." I say. "No ones in the wrong here."

"Anyways, since it seems you don't have any friends, would you like to come to a party tonight? You know what a party is, right?"

"Yeah, that I know. And sure, I'd be glad to come."

"Perfect!" He says giving a wide grin with his muzzle, it almost seemed odd, but I went with it either way.

"Do you have a phone?" He asks me.

"Yeah."

"Give me your number, I'll text you when to get ready and when I'll pick you up."

"Um, okay." I take out a pen and pencil and write down my number. I then give it to him and he saves it as a contact.

"Okay!" He says.

It wasn't that bad of a day because the bell for first classes to end rang. My luck was starting to change and I was glad.

"I'll make sure to pick you up later tonight, don't forget!" He says walking out of class, towards his group of friends.

I quickly grab my bag and head down to my second class.

Many thoughts were scattering through my brain, I couldn't think clearly. Am I attracted to him? Does he like me, does he even like guys? Should I wear something nice? I quickly shook my head and tried clearing my head. No.. Of course not. He just invited me to a party since it was obvious I didn't have any friends. It's nice though, Y'know.

Maybe this year won't be such a bad year as I thought. Maybe there will still be some good coming out of it.

With that being said, I walk down to my second class, hoping this day will go smoothly and relaxing.