Waiting...
#4 of emotions stuff
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We sit and wait...for whats next the next thing...we dance on the line of madness..we wait to fall of in to the obyss..and descend in to depression..we don't know when or what will hit us just know it will...we sit waiting...waiting for someone with a plastic smile to tell us "it will be okay, you will see" just to look away and put our heads down and go back to waiting knowing the next thing to to us will not be the one with the fake smile but the one with ice in there chest the one who will only pat you on the back to find a soft spot to place the dagger and smile as you come crashing down...then we lay there and bleed but smile for every one who walks past..we hold on tight to what ever salvation is dangled in front of us, always waiting for the next chalang.. we sit,we lay, we wait..we will tell people that "We are fine" and smile lieing threw are teeth..we are cracking and tearing.. we are spilling and dripping...We close the doors and let it flow...releasing the pressure from all thats built up within...we get cracked at the smallest poke and lash out at the first person you see..only to hurt the people you care about...we build walls to cage in our selves, to cage the beast..the beast inside...and there we continue to wait.