society destruction.poem
Perhaps I'm looking for a ryme that is just not there. As the eyes lay upon me, I lose my words. I feel heavy with guilt that is not mine. Pushed away from all the ones I loved. I tend to cry on the inside.
I guess I just am not right. Lost inside the mind on the streets of time. Every face looking at me with hate. I guess I was meant to be vilified.
On the outside looking in. Where had I gone. Never taking another step in the world. Fearful of falling again. But I have lost everything. For nothing but me.
I guess I am the freak I was made out to be. My words lost in this sea never to be heard by another. Tears fall asleep as I take this blade and run it deep. Please for get me.
I never meant to dissapoint, I'm sorry for who I am. I sorry for what I become. A monster unlike any other. Born from bad blood only to stain my own in a different sin. I'm sorry for my life. I was never meant to be from what I can see.
An obimnation a creature of the beast. Perhaps it was because of my curse named. My father evils or my own choices. Should I pray of forgiveness not from a god but to the people that worship the god.
Exile from my family and friends. Who could never understand my tears. So why would they ever understand why my blood ran thick over the white tile. Why would they ever care if I was a monster.