A New Start As A Trainer/Chapter 33: Thoughts and Emotions
#15 of A New Start As A Trainer/ part 2
Sorry, no afterword....so I'll say it here
SO....Lucas and Lucario, after some smexy time (^-^;), they started to really talk: Lucario, actually, shared a painful memory of his; he had a crush on his previous trainer....and, during a stay, he was separated from him (now, whether or not it was on purpose or accident I leave that up to you)....what will happen now? Stay tuned!
Hey, it's me again: Aquos! I'm here with another masterpiece (if you think it is, tell me! Say why or why not!) Let me tell ya, this chapter was fun to write......mainly because this contains a LOT of action.....action MANY like ;D
Now then, for my warning.
CAUTION: I/Aquos do not hold or own any rights to the characters and/or Pokémon listed, only my main character. Also, this story may contain yaoi, male-male relationships, and sex scenes. If you're old enough (physically and mentally) to be mature about it, read to your heart's content; if not, DON'T.
*Also, this chapter WILL contain some sexual activity*
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(Lucario's POV)
After a while everyone was getting tired: they never felt how tired they really were when they were in the cave. Hell, even I was a little tired myself.
Since it was nice out, like last night, everyone agreed to not set up the tent.....but, since the weather could be unpredictable around Mount Coronet, we had them on standby to set up at a moment's notice.
Both Lucas and I were tired as we lied down on the mat we used. Everyone said their good nights to everyone else and they all went to sleep......well, almost everyone.
I couldn't help but feel myself not asleep, even with Lucas laying next to me. I had so much on my mind: Lucas's dream, the constant reminding of Lucas and Lexi not being from here, going into big cities, it was a lot to take in for someone like me; I, usually, prefer small towns.....even though I was a stray in Canalave before....the incident.
I leaned up, looking at Lucas sleeping peacefully; I knew if I left he'd try and look for me....but I wanted a moment to myself to think, as much as I want to be with him.
As quiet as I could, I got up and begin walking away from the group towards the small pool of water we saw when going down the cliff-side.
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Just a few minutes later I was at the crystal clear pool of water: it was calm and serene, peaceful like the night. I almost felt bad when I sat on the edge and let my legs drape into the water a bit. The water was cool against my fur and skin, making me shudder a little....but I liked it.
Once I knew I was alone, I began to think.
'Lucas.....why.....why do you have to be from a different world?' I thought, sighing sadly: my heart wretched when I hear Lucas talk about "his world", "his world", "his world".....I wish he'd make this world his.....if he left, then my world would be gone...
"Dammit!" I cursed, slammed my fist on the ground; I felt hot tears roll out of my eyes, just like back in Canalave "Why can't Lucas be from here?! Why is it that he's from somewhere else?!" I could barely keep my voice under control, my growling in anger rising.
I was about to yell when I realized I was focusing on the wrong thing.....and my realization stopped me dead in my tracks: Lucas was here, that was all that mattered.
I wiped my eyes, sniffling a bit.
"What.....what am I doing? Why am I crying because Lucas came from somewhere else?" I asked myself, looking up at the sky; I leaned back on my arms letting out a calm sigh.
My paw went to wrap around the locket he gave me back in Jubilife....it felt cold in my palm....yet it warmed quickly as I held it longer "He's here now...and that's all that matters."
I shook my head, looking at the water and smiling: well, since I'm here.....
"Might as well...." I said to myself, sliding into the water slowly up to my waist; it was freezing at first...but then felt really nice. It was also shallow, allowing me to sit at the bottom and it only coming up to my waist.
'Just for a little bit, then I'll go rejoin Lucas and get some rest....'
"Hey, what're you doing out here at night?" I heard someone ask, making me chuckle: figured he come out soon enough.
"Just......wanted to clear my head of some stuff." I said, looking back to see Lucas sit down on the edge and slide into the water: he was already changed into his swim suit. Watching him shudder from the water was cute, but made me wrap my arms around him to keep him warm.
"Well then, I'll just join you then...." He said in an "as-a-matter-of-fact" tone. I rolled my eyes.
"How is it I'm not surprised that you came to join me?" I asked him.
"Remember my promise to you back in Jubilife....you know, before we kissed in the forest?" he asked me. I nodded "Well, I'm keeping that promise: I'm never leaving your side.....ever."
I nodded, remembering that day perfectly.
"Heh....I also remember someone sounding good during that kiss." I teased, smirking. Lucas splashed me a little when I said that, getting me wet. I shook my head playfully, smiling slyly.
"Oh, really?" I said, splashing Lucas back and laughing. He spat out some water that got into his mouth, giving the same smile.
"Oh, it's on!" he said, splashing me more...only to have me splash him back.
We kept this up after a bit and soon we were just laughing.....then we hugged.
"Lucario, you're amazing...." Lucas said randomly, cuddling up to me.
"Why say that all-of-a-sudden?" I asked him.
"I just wanted to tell you, is that bad?" he asked me. I shook my head, smiling gently.
"Of course not....you are too." I replied, kissing his head gently. He looked up and smiled. I smiled back....only for us to lean in to one another and seal our lips together.
For the first time, from the first time we kissed, that me and Lucas were together...I felt more than just love in the kiss....I felt heat, passion, lust, things I never dreamed of feeling with someone other than my mate. Every time we kissed, before, was amazing, yes....but, it also left me unsatisfied....that I need to be kissed again to feel it.
Not this time, though....this time, I felt more than I ever had before in the kiss.
I could feel my arms slowly go to Lucas's waist and hold him tight to me; Lucas, at the same time I did this, was laying his hands on my shoulders and holding himself closer. We both tilted our heads the other way, pushing deeper into the kiss. I could hear my human mate moan, the sound hyping me up.
My grip tightened harder, pulling him closer to me, and I could hear Lu murmur in appreciation.
"Lucario...." I heard him mutter in the kiss, feeling his lips suckle on my lower lip. I graciously gave him what he wanted, parting my lips and letting my tongue roll out and lick around his mouth.
The pure feeling of love and passion in the kiss was enough to make me hot all over....but, what really kicked in was how much lust I felt after just a minute of kissing......like a shot of cocaine into my system, my body was wanting more.
My pushed against Lucas, backing him up against the wall, until he yelped softly in surprise; I smiled as my arms trailed up and pinned him to it by his wrists: he looked so submissive, it drove me crazy.
"You don't know how badly I want you right now, do you Lucas?" I spoke quietly to him, making him gasp in surprise: this was the first time I was throwing myself on him....and, from his reaction, I think he likes it.
"Lucario?" he asked me, as if questioning if I was alright. I chuckled and leaned in slowly to his ear, whispering into it.
"Just tell me when to stop...."
(Normal POV) *warning, sexual scene*
Lucas gasped when he heard it, and then moaned out softly as he felt a paw rub his underside of his legs....dangerously close to his groin. Lucario only grinned as he gently lowered his head and began kissing Lucas's neck gently, suckling the skin.
Lucas never would've thought Lucario would do something like this, yet he always wanted to see how far the Pokémon could go....so, instead of telling him to stop, he goad him on.
Lucario continued his pleasure-giving, smiling to himself as he knelt himself over Lucas in the water. His paw slowly traveled higher up the human's body, pressing against the inside of his legs....then began to rub along the bulge inside Lucas's short.
'Only to warm him up....' Lucario thought slyly 'I want him to want me to continue.'
Lucas could feel every action Lucario did, the nerves in him enhancing every movement by ten times. He felt himself wanting more and more from the Aura Pokémon, and he didn't care what they did.....all he wanted was Lucario.
Realizing that Lucario had only one hand pinned to him, he smiled to himself as his hand went behind and scratched his ears gently and lovingly.
Lucario smiled as he straightened himself up, moaning as he stopped his neck treatment and looked at Lucas face to face.
"You want to do this?" he asked, his eyes showing signs of lust in them....Lucas nodded and wrapped his arms around Lucario's neck.
"Yes......more than ever."
"Then get ready...." Lucario warned him, pinning Lucas against the wall again: Lucas meeped and felt Lucario smash his lips against his own.
Both breathed out through their noses, Lucario's tongue lagging out and licking around Lucas's mouth again...then shoving it inside the human's mouth.
Both Lucas and Lucario's tongue met, colliding and dancing and fighting with one another for dominance.
Lucario, quickly, got both of Lucas's wrists pinned above his head with one paw, using his right to rub at Lucas's bulge again.....but, this time, going even further: he pulled down his shorts a bit, just enough to expose his member.
Before, Lucario would've wanted to take it in.....but, since this isn't the first time seeing Lucas's groin, he went right to work: his paw began to run the entirety of the base and shaft, earning him and gasp and moan from the human.
Lucas could feel the cool wind tickle his private, Lucario's soaking paw moving along it adding to the sensation; he could feel himself getting higher and higher in pleasure.
Then, just to tease the human, Lucario did something Lucas never dreamed of: the Pokémon, after breaking the kiss, bent down and gave his length a long, luxurious lick from base to tip.
Lucas almost went cross-eyed from the feeling of Lucario's tongue rubbing against his bare skin. His lips let out low, but lustful, moans as his hand went to pet and goad on the Aura Pokémon.
Lucario smiled and continued to lick and suckle on Lucas's dick. He let his tongue dance along the length, collecting all the pre that leaked out of it on his tongue and swallowing it; the taste was amazing, and addictive....but Lucario had something else in mind than that.
After he felt Lucas was warmed up enough, he brought himself back up to eye level with Lucas; he seals his lips to the human's once more, his tongue wiggling into Lucas's mouth and interlocking with the human's.
Lucas moaned out loudly as he wrapped his arms around Lucario's neck, the Pokémon's paws going down and pulling Lucas into his lap. The Pokémon, to himself, smiled as he began grinding his body to the human as he sat on his lap.
Lucas moaned out louder....then meeped as he felt something poke him from underneath; he moved a bit to see what hit him.....then he blushed bright red: it was Lucario's own hard-on: it was a deep red, and was a bit bigger than Lucas's....mainly because of the impressive knot that has formed at the base.
Lucas also noticed that Lucario had pulled his shorts all the way off...and that they were floating in the water next to him.
The human gulped and looked to Lucario.....he just nodded, smiling a little. Lucas's cheeks went hot and even redder than before, meeping as Lucario kissed him again. The Pokémon continued to move Lucas closer to him, positioning him just right....then at once, he thrusted forward. Hard.
Lucas gasped, yelping out in pain, and grabbed Lucario's shoulders to keep him steady. Lucario's girth was too much to take all at once, and Lucario knew it: the second he heard Lucas yelp he stopped so he could get used to him.
"Lucas.....are you okay?" Lucario asked, trying to sound genuinely concern...yet, since he was also tip-in with Lucas....it was hard for him not to just shove himself entirely inside the human. Lucas, through a wincing face, half-smiled.
"A little.....just......good easy on me....." he muttered, wincing at every little movement he made. Lucario nodded and, very slowly, pushed himself in as gently as possible.
Even with the slowness and added gentleness, Lucas couldn't help but yelp a little more and wince more. Lucario, as rare as it is, moaned out as he entered his mate slowly.
"Oh, sweet Arecus! You feel so good inside!" Lucario moaned out, pushing in just a hair faster so it wasn't complete torture on his end.
"Ngh!-Yeah? Well, you hurt inside...." The trainer joked a bit. Lucas, very slowly though, was beginning to agree with him: little-by-little, the pain was subsiding into pleasure.....a LOT of pleasure.
Lucario, unable to take it anymore, soon pushed Lucas down all the way to the top of his knot. This caused the human to gasp and whine out like a dog....a sound that, to Lucario, was slutty heaven.
To Lucas, though, it hurt extremely badly: he wanted to be adjusted to Lucario's size....not given all of it at once....and he still had the knot.
"Ng! L-Lucario!" Lucas grunted wincing as Lucario started pulling out a little then pushing back in. He couldn't take it anymore and immediately felt himself release his climax. He felt its warmth shooting out, hitting his chest and Lucario's; a bit hit right below Lucario's chin.
Lucas's climax triggered Lucario's own: the Pokémon, growling, gave a final thrust and pushed his knot straight through Lucas until there was an audible "pop", signaling that the human and the Pokémon were now tied.
Lucas had to bite his lip to keep from screaming in pain, his hand tightening Lucario's shoulder; he felt the Pokémon's seed stream into him, the warmth soothing the pain somewhat as the two shared in their releases.
"Lucas...." Lucario moaned, pulling the human closer to him until he was resting on the Pokémon's chest; Lucas himself was in a lot of pain from the mating....yet, in a way, he saw that it was worth it......
"Ngh....." Lucas winced a bit as he rested himself on the canine, the noticeable throbbing of his length pulsing inside him warmly.
The two panted hard and shallowly, basking in the after-glow of their mating.
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After about ten minutes later Lucas and Lucario were now fully rested....yet still waiting for Lucario's knot to un-swell.
"God....how long does it take for a knot to go away?" Lucas asked, trying to wiggle himself out....yet no dice: he was still stuck. Lucario chuckled, kissing Lucas's forehead.
"A few more minutes, don't worry.....although, you do feel warm inside." He whispered, kissing Lucas softly; the human meeped and blushed, smiling and kissing back lovingly....then breaks the kiss.
"L-Lucario.....do you think we focus on....y-you know....this a little too much?" He asked, blushing as he looked away a bit; Lucario looked at him curiously: he knew what he was talking about.....but, why bring it up now?
"What do you mean?" Lucario asked.
"Well.....this is our second time doing something like that.....and we just "did it" about, maybe, 2-3 days ago.....back in Floraroma." Lucas pointed out. Lucario was about to shake his head....then got to thinking a bit: Lucas was right....besides the stuff he already told him, and vice versa, neither of them really know that much about them. He almost laughed at it being so ironically cruel.
'Heh, and here I am....fucking Lucas.....I barely know that much about him, how can we really be a good couple if I don't know anything about him?' he thought, smiling softly.
"I guess you're right.....we have done a lot of intimate stuff......" Lucario trailed off.....then pulled out of Lucas suddenly; in a sudden pang of pain, Lucas yelped out, biting his lip in the middle of it so he wouldn't make any loud sound.
"S-sorry....h-had to...or else you would have had it in all night......" Lucario apologized, pulling Lucas into his lap again...yet being careful about his groin; he was starting to get soft again.
"Y-yeah....next time, though....warn me!" Lucas said, a little upset that he had it done to him so quickly. Lucario's ears fold back, now feeling sad that he made Lucas upset.....but the human smiled softly and rested his head under his chin "It's okay, though: I'm okay now...a little sore, but just fine."
Quickly, Lucas grabbed his shorts and pulled them on, now dressed again.
"So, what then....do you wanna just....talk?" Lucario asked; in a way, he felt he butchered that sentence: it felt awkward in his mouth, sounding even more awkward when he heard it in his own voice. Lucas could tell and giggled from it.
"Yeah, sure.....I, actually, wanna know a little more about you....you know a lot about me...but I know barely about you besides your birthday." Lucas said; the Aura Pokémon seemed to just freeze when he heard this, lowering his head.
"It's.......not that exciting......quite the opposite." Lucario admitted. Lucas shook his head.
"I wanna know....but you don't have to tell me if you don't want to: I won't force you." Lucario shook his head.
"No, I'll tell you....you deserve to know...." He took a deep breath and let it out, trying to gather the words.
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"I guess I'll start with my childhood. It wasn't anything special, normal compared to most others: I had a mom and dad, siblings, relatives, basic life like that. I made friends with other Pokémon of the same and different species, each of us having weird names so we couldn't confuse each other since we lived in a pack....well, I lived in a pack anyway: I was named "Luke".
"When I was about, maybe, 6 years old -I was still a Riolu at the time- I was separated by my parents; I wandered through the forest for about a week until I ran into a trainer: he saw me, nearly starved, beaten by other Pokémon, I was a wreck....yet, he took me in and nursed me back to health. He asked me if I wanted to leave after I got better....I couldn't answer him very well, but I guess he figured that I didn't know myself: I lost my parents, my pack, I didn't know where to go anymore.....so, he offered to train me and take me under his wing as his Pokémon. That was one of the happiest moments of my life at the time.
"About a few years later we trained together, fighting back any trainer that challenged us: most times we won, but not all the time; he was never cross or upset when we lose, just nervous about me when I was hurt....he cared for me, treated me like I was his own brother......" Lucario began trailing off, sighing "that.....was when I started having feelings for him.
"I just evolved into a Lucario and I was starting to fall for him, yet I never knew: I never knew anything about that kind of love before....I wanted to try and pursue it, yet I didn't know how to start: I talked to his other Pokémon, mainly his Mightyena. I asked him that I felt weird around Darren -that was his name- and he looked at me curiously. When I described what happened when he was near me or hugged me on occasion, he seemed to be a little distressed.
"'It means you're in love' he told me, followed by a serious look 'Pokémon and human relations are forbidden! Both the trainer can be put in jail AND the Pokémon is separated from them....I don't know the details, but that's what Darren told me.' I was so scared when I found out: I couldn't even tell my trainer how I felt since it would risk that "forbidden"ness....but, more and more frequently, I kept loosening my grip on my emotions until, one day, I couldn't take it anymore....." Lucario stopped, shaking his head.
"I brought him aside and motioned that I wanted to tell him something; I made in the dirt a picture of a heart and he thought that I loved him as a friend or as a brother would....but, when I shook my head and finished it by adding in 'I love you'.....he.....it surprised him....he said that he wasn't sure what to do.........but, after a while, I guess he did: we were in Canalave and I was separated from him.....I was able to find Officer Jenny and explain to her, rather difficultly, that I couldn't find Darren.....she said that he wasn't in the city anymore.....he left me......so, ever since then, I never put my trust in any humans."
Lucas blinked, almost like he wasn't paying attention...yet he understood every word.
"Lucario I.....I'm so sorry, I never knew you had such a horrible memory weighing on you." He muttered, hugging the Lucario tightly; the Pokémon hugged back and smiled softly.
"It feels better now that I told someone.....to be honest, I completely forgot about it up until Lexi said that we couldn't like each other that way but we did....." Lucario replied. Lucas smiled, then yawned out sleepily.
Lucario, chuckling, kissed his forehead "Come on, let's get you to bed: it's late." The human nodded, pulling out of the water and grabbing the nearby towel he brought; he wiped himself down well until he was completely dry...then gave it to the Lucario to do that same.
The two talked silently as they walked back to the campsite, smiling to themselves about the "fun night" they just had. Once back at camp, Lucas changed into regular clothes and got into his sleeping bag, his Pokémon in with him.
"G'night, Lukey." Lucas said softly, smiling as he nestled his back into Lucario's chest; the Pokémon's arms were wrapped around him by his waist.
"Good night, Lu." Lucario replied, holding Lucas tight to him.
Instantly they fell asleep, both of their weary bodies helping them slumber together like they always have....and should.
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