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I woke up the next day pressed up against a warm furry body. This was a welcome change from Gem's previous form. Not that I minded her being a lizard for a couple days, far from it but part of my attraction to furries was due to the soft fur.

I smiled and slowly rubbed Gem's stomach and moved my hand up to cup one of her breasts but she was strangely flat this time around. I felt her stir against me and mumble a bit. Feeling frisky and knowing how horny Gem felt the morning after changing I ran my hand down her body between her legs with the intention of getting her ready. What I found down there surprised the hell out of me because somehow Gem had the same equipment that I had.

"Mmmmm, morning Kris, " she... I mean he said turning around to face me and before I knew what happened he was kissing me good morning. I froze, shocked and unable to move. He opened his eyes, looked at me and asked, "is there something wrong Kris?" Gem's voice was still soft and high pitched, but no longer feminine. I guess the closest it could be described was, it was just femme.

Then I really looked at the eyes, they were the same beautiful green eyes that Gem had had in all her forms. Okay, the shape was different and since she... I mean he was now a catgirl... I mean catboy... catfemboi maybe. It doesn't matter, the eyes were the same in that they reflected Gem's soul. I was so confused right now. This boy I was holding in my arms was the same girl I had gone to sleep with last night. I still couldn't answer as the shock had robbed me of my voice.

Gem reached down, knowing what the issue was but had to make sure and he found there was definitely a lack of breasts and an addition of a penis. He looked a little embarrassed and more than just a little hurt as he pulled back and simply said, "sorry Kris. I have no control over my transformations, " and the pain in his voice was almost too much to bear. I wanted desperately to comfort her, or him in this form but my paranoia and homophobia stopped me before I could do anything.

He rolled over, his back facing me and his shoulders started to shake. The sound reached me although I'm sure he was trying his best to stay silent but there was no denying it, Gem was crying and worst of all it was because I had caused it.

"Gem, I..."

"It's okay Kris, " he sniffed. "I thought this is what would happen the first time you saw me turn into a guy. I just hoped it wouldn't be so soon." There was a moment of silence before he asked, "do you mind stepping out for a moment? I... uhmmm... need to take care... of something, " he trailed off and I got the hint. Waking up next to me and having had undergone another transformation he was now horny and obviously wanted to take matters into his own hand. But since I didn't want to see this didn't want me to be around.

I felt sick and at the same time I felt like the biggest jerk the world had ever seen. This was Gem. The girl that last night I was ready to profess my love for and now she was a he for a couple days, week or possibly even month. What would happen during those times? Would we drift apart. Just hang out like guys. Trash talk while playing Call of Duty then restart the intimacy once he was a she again?

Sighing, I heard myself say, "do you need a hand with that?" before coming up behind him and placing my hand over his catdick and slowly giving it a rub. He arched his back against me at my unexpected touch and moaned my name. That was all the invitation I needed and started to work his member like I had done to myself countless times. It felt different however since I couldn't feel it directly but I could feel his reactions and as much as I hate to admit it, it did start to turn me on a bit. I wasn't able to get hard, in fact all I really got was a little tingly. Humping up against his soft furry ass however did wonders and pretty soon I was rubbing myself against him in time to my masturbating him.

It didn't take long before he mrowled and shot all over the bed. Damn, now I'd have to clean these sheets later. My hand felt all sticky and gooey and I was going to wipe it off when instead Gem took my hand, brought it to his mouth and started licking his cum off my fingers one by one. This was another surprise again because it felt really good and I slowly started rubbing myself against him one more time.

"Wait, " he said letting go of my hand, "let me take care of that, " and disappeared under the sheets. Furry hands traced their way down my body until they found what they were looking for and I felt a warm mouth surround me. The last of my resistance flew out the window as with a few moments later I came in Gem's mouth and he licked me clean.

"Thank you Kris, I appreciate what you just did and felt it was only fitting to repay the favour."

"Actually Gem, I'm sorry I made you feel bad and made you cry. This took me by surprise but I realise that you're still you inside there. This is going to take some getting used to and I'm not attracted to boys so I might not be as touchy feely as I was until I get used to this."

"I understand Kris, I'd probably feel the same way although I will admit when in my male form I do appreciate how women look more than when I'm a girl. And there's one more thing I need to tell you, I wasn't sure yesterday but I'm sure of it now. What you did for me was great and shows the kind of person you are. I love you Kris, I know you'd probably want to hear a girl tell you that and the moment I change back I will, but this moment will forever be the moment I told you."

I smiled at his words. Yes, I loved Gem but up until now it had been the female Gem that did it for me and now did I really feel any different? Sexually, yes. He had a male body and I couldn't force myself to get excited about that. I'm just wired to be straight but that didn't mean my feelings had changed. I leaned in for a kiss and his eyes widened in surprise as I did. Our lips met and while I wasn't happy about tasting my residue on his tongue I could overlook it. Gem melted into the kiss and actually started purring in response. I pulled back, looked into those beautiful green eyes and said, "I love you too Gem". Tears of joy came to his eyes as he hugged me tight and kissed my face all over.

Eventually we had to get up, I was hungry and I guessed Gem was as well. It was after 8:30 so we were alone once again which was a good thing as waking up with a femme catboy in my bed might had made for an uncomfortable situation had we been discovered.

"Kris?" Gem asked as I stumbled around looking for my clothes. "Did you buy those foods I asked you to buy yesterday?"

"No, sorry, I didn't have time."

"Okay. In that case is there a store or market around here that's open now we can get them at?" Gem asked.

"Yeah, there's a place not too far from here. Maybe a 15 minute walk on foot."

"Good. Get your clothes on, we're going to buy some stuff then we're having breakfast, " Gem said while pulling on his shorts and t-shirt. They looked a little funny on him as he was no longer a she and the fit was a little different.

"But I haven't eaten anything yet, " I protested.

"That's the best time to exercise if you want to lose the weight. We'll work off some of this excess and then fill you up with the fuel your body needs, now get cracking or else Mistress... or in this case Master Gem has to crack the whip, " he said with a certain amount of force.

Before we left I had Gem wear a hat and sunglasses to disguise him as much as possible. Even a small disguise is better than no disguise. We still got a couple looks as we walked down the street, partly due to Gem's rather girly outfit and partially because he kept taking hold of my hand as we walked. I was embarrassed by this but at the same time couldn't fault him for doing so. After all, he was still my girlfriend even if he was a male in this form.

Walking through the store, Gem was quick to take charge and only pick out things that were healthy, low in sodium and low in fat. I looked longingly towards the junk food section as we shopped but a quick, "no" from Gem was enough to get me to continue walking. As the food piled up in the cart I had no idea how to cook or eat half this stuff but I knew that Gem wouldn't steer me wrong so I simply went along with whatever he asked.

The total was a little more than I had thought. Who knew that buying healthy food was so expensive? I mean fresh fruits and vegetables were more expensive than the stuff in cans and since I was on a budget it only made sense in my mind to buy the canned stuff but Gem would have none of it. "Unless you have no other choice, buying the real stuff is better. Trust me, you'll thank me later, " he said before planting a small kiss on my lips. I blushed deeply considering we were in line to pay at that point and we got a lot of stares from people.

"Yer boyfriend is really into that cosplay stuff ain't he?" said the guy standing behind me in line.

"He's not my boyfriend, " I stammered out.

"Could have fooled me. Guy, I don't care if you two are gay or anything but you really ought to be careful. Some people might not be as understanding and want to kick your ass for either reason.

"Thanks, I'll keep that in mind, " I said before turning back to the front of the line.

It was our turn to pay and I just had enough money to pay for the groceries. Looks like I'd have to hit the bank sooner this month than I had hoped. But hopefully all this was worth it.

While walking home my stomach growled loud enough for Gem to hear which made him giggle. "Don't worry Kris, we'll get something into you soon."

"Are you not hungry? You haven't eaten since you were a vixen and that was what, 3 days ago?"

"Don't be silly. Yes I'm hungry but it's not like I haven't eaten anything. C'mon I had something before we left."

"What do you mean? I didn't see you eat anything, " I said confusedly because honestly Gem had not left my sight since we woke up today.

Gem looked at me as smiled saucily. "That's because my head was under the sheet. You came in my mouth. I swallowed. Where do you think it went? And why do you think I was insisting that you finish in my mouth when I was a salamander? I wanted to see if taking small amounts of protein would satisfy. So yes, I have eaten in the past few days."

The look on my face must have been priceless because Gem couldn't stop giggling every time he looked at me. By the time we had gotten home I too was giggling because like it or not, it was kind of funny.

"So, we have breakfast. Then we're going to let it settle a bit and after I'm going to show you some exercises you can do to increase your muscle mass without having to use weights. We'll look at getting you some dumbbells later, right now we'll just be using your body weight for resistance."

Gem then went to work in the kitchen, making sure I had a clear view of what he was doing at all times. Within minutes he had blended some fresh fruits, yogurt, soy milk and a raw egg into a smoothie that tasted fantastic. It was sweet and fruity with a slight tang from the yogurt and you couldn't taste the egg. I was astounded that such a thing could be made so easily, so quickly and as Gem put it was packed with vitamins and minerals and everything your body needed to get the day started. And it tasted good. Total win-win situation.

"Okay, you've got about an hour before we start. I suggest we do the laundry, then we check out the internet for any potential jobs in the area for either of us. By the time all that is done, we should get ready to start."

I'll have to admit it didn't take me long to get used to Gem in this male form of hers. Now, I'm not gay by any sense of the word but there was something about Gem that just attracted me in a way that men never had before. Maybe it was because I knew that inside she was a woman and maybe it was because I loved her which meant that technically I loved her when she was a he. But we got along well, we joked and there was a little flirting that went on. A couple times I caught myself looking at him in a way that wasn't just friends and it made me wonder a bit of my own heterosexuality.

But finally those thoughts were thrown out as it was time to work out for the day. Gem demonstrated some stretching exercises and that boy was limber. After seeing him do all that stretching I made a mental note to ask him to stretch the next time he was a she. I was terrible at it of course having all the grace of a beached whale but Gem was very nice about it saying that in no time I'd be a lot more flexible. I just had to keep up with this every day.

And next came possibly the most excruciating and embarrassing period of my life. Gem showed me how to work out using my own body weight to start. He demonstrated excellent form when doing push ups and was able to knock out 10 of them with minimal effort. I could barely do three without collapsing in the middle. Next came the squats, again he demonstrated how to do them and did 10 easily. I think I was able to do 5. Next came the chair dips, again Gem did an awesome job and I could only manage about 3. And finally there were the steps. Step up and down on a foot stool for 10 reps at a steady pace.

When we were done all that, I was exhausted and covered in sweat. I headed for the showers but Gem called me back. "We're not done yet. That was only the first set. You do three of these sets. And you do as many as you can on the last one. By the end of next week I want you doing at least 10 push ups in a row for the first set."

"Slave driver, " I managed to croak before coming back to the living room to complete my exercises. Finally when I had completed as much as I could Gem looked at me and asked. "Can you still move?"

"Why? Is there more?"

"Of this? No. But you should do some crunches as well."

"Not today. Can't move."

"Okay Kris. I'll let this slide today, but this means you're doing them tomorrow when we're back to cardio. Eventually you're going to be doing them every day. Now hit the shower and I'll scrub your back, " he said with a coy look.

I shrugged, too tired to actually say anything and got into the shower. If yesterday's shower felt like heaven, this one felt so much better. I just stood there under the spray, letting the water cool me down slightly before I heard the shower curtain open and Gem stepped in there with me. I went to cover myself then thought against it. It's not like he hasn't seen me naked before.

Soon I felt Gem's soapy hands scrubbing my back and it felt so good. I pressed my hands against the wall of the shower before me to hold me up while Gem worked his way down my back to my butt and he paid special attention to it. It didn't take him long to move to washing my balls and finally taking hold of my dick and giving me what was essentially the first reach around I ever had.

I felt his body against my back as he stroked me but I also felt something else back there that I was pretty sure I didn't want. As I felt him stiffen against my ass, I must have stiffened up as well before Gem whispered in my ear, "relax Kris, I'm not going to fuck your ass unless you want me to. But unless you object to me just running it between your cheeks, maybe you'll just have to give me a blowjob." I must have reddened at that because he just laughed before saying, "I'd never force you to do something like that unless you want to but just remember that I'll be turning male every once in a while and variety is the spice of life. Just think that I'm really just a girl inside all of this and maybe you'll feel better about it."

Deep down inside I knew he was right but I had endured so much bullying over the years, the damn jocks at school calling me a "fag" had giving me a fair bit of homophobia in return. This was just too soon to be thinking about things like that but it was only fair for him to get off as well especially this being the first day of his transformation.

"If you keep that up, you can rub up against me. Just no penetration, " I mumbled.

"Really? Are you sure?" Gem asked, a slight catch in his voice.

I nodded and immediately was hugged from behind. "Thank you Kris. I love you, " he said softly, almost too soft to hear. Or maybe he didn't say it and I just thought he said it.

His hand returned to my crotch and started jacking me while I felt a strange, hot sensation of something being rubbed between my cheeks. It wasn't unpleasant, just different. Eventually Gem fell into a sort of a rhythm and it wasn't long before I came into the shower and shooting my load over the wall in front of me. It's a good thing I came then because almost immediately after I felt Gem tense up and with a shout he came as well.

Breathing heavily, I turned to face him and gave him a wet hug. He returned it and we quickly cleaned each other off and started on lunch.

This turned out to be an eye opening experience as my knowledge of lunch up until now was either fast food or something like soup and a sandwich. Gem prepared for us some grilled fish and steamed veggies and they were delicious. Again, I watched carefully and took notes because soon it would be my turn do make this.

We relaxed on the couch after lunch, my arm around Gem's shoulders and he was leaning his head into mine. I no longer cared about it. Male or female, it was still the same Gem. And a simple gesture like this meant the world to him so why not?

"So, what do you want to do? Wanna watch a movie or something?" I asked.

"Mmmm, not really. I feel like doing something more exciting. I've got some excess testosterone on the brain or something, " but Gem made no effort to move from my embrace.

"How about Call of Duty?" I said motioning to the Xbox.

"Yeah, okay."

I got the game set up and loaded up my favourite map to deathmatch: Nuketown. We spawned and proceeded to blow each other up for the next two hours. It was great. For the moment we were just two guys having a good time and Gem was even getting into the trash talk. You would never have known that just a couple hours ago we were both in the shower having gotten each other off.

"Boom! Headshot!" I cried as I managed to snipe him. "And this round goes to me, 10 frags to only 3. I rule!" I said as I threw my hands up in triumph.

"Oh please, I've never played this before and you've had this for how long? I'm surprised you're not doing any better, " Gem said sarcastically. This was a new side of him, maybe it was just the fact he was a male or maybe it was being a feline. Who knows, it was just another thing that I was learning about him.

Without meaning to and before I really thought about what I was doing I smiled and gave him a hug and a quick kiss. He looked a little surprised before smiling from ear to ear and giving me a longer kiss in return. I couldn't deny it anymore, I might not be gay but in this form I was totally gay for Gem.

"I heard what you said in the shower and I couldn't say it then but I can say it now. I love you Gem and male or female doesn't matter. I love you."

Tears of happiness came to his eyes and with a growl he threw himself on top of me and knocked be down onto the couch. We kissed, hugged, got naked, made out and it was in that moment that I heard something that I had never hoped to hear in my life.

"What the hell Kris? Since when are you gay?" I looked up to see my brother standing there in the living room looking at me and Gem.

"It's not what you think, " I said feeling my whole world suddenly collapsing in on me. "This is Gem and she's turned into a he for a couple days."

"Whatever dude. Just do it in your own room, I don't want to have to see your fat ass when I get home." He cast a careful eye at Gem then turned around, went into his room and shut the door.

Having lost whatever moment we had, we put our clothes back on and I waited until we were sitting back on the couch before asking something that had been bothering me. "Gem? Did my brother just walk through here, notice we were both guys and making out, call us gay and then not do anything about it?"

"Yes Kris, that's what happened."

"Do you know why by any chance?"

"I think I know, " Gem responded.

"And why is that?"

"Remember the other night when I went over there and had a word with him?"

"Yes, " I said thinking I probably knew where Gem was heading.

"I found your brother pleasuring himself to a gay porn magazine. I told him that unless he wanted me to make this public and tell your mother, that he'd lay off the abuse and the insults."

"Funny. I always suspected he was. Thanks for the confirmation."

We went back to playing Call of Duty and for the first time in my life I was feeling incredibly happy. I had found somebody to love, my brother wasn't bugging me and any day now I'd probably be getting a response from the canvassing I did at the mall.

Life was good. Too bad things don't always stay that way.