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Another emotional short story. This one has reindeer. If you've seen the pics deergirl3 or deergirl5, or happyhalloween, spoogey, or 10000hits from romusZ, then that's what Phyren looks like. I'm trying to write to the best of my abilities, because, dammit, I'll make it onto that recommended reading list one day. That said; don't sugarcoat your comments please. Tell me straight.

Italics either work, or they don't. But if they do, this word is in italics. If not, it's got symbols around it, and so will other words. Deal with it.

Christmas cheer

Kylian sighed and rolled over onto his back, putting his hands under his head and staring at the ceiling. Soft snowflakes were falling outside his window, blurred from the fog on the panes of glass.

Even though it was the day after Christmas, when everyone expected the workers of the North Pole to be having a nice rest, they were still working hard. That's how it was.

Blurry, out of focus shapes were moving on the flat plateau outside his modest cottage, most of them large men and women who's task it was to carry the raw materials for toys from the runway, where the planes unloaded, to the toy workshops.

Kylian's job was to put together the smaller, more delicate toys. It was very weary work, and by the end of the day he had the mad urge to just go crazy and hit something, but not out of anger, just to get his arms working and moving.

The reindeer were still out delivering presents. It was a very common misconception that Santa delivered all the presents. A fat man sliding down chimneys with a bag that magically refilled itself? And a sleigh that flew by magic but was still led by reindeer? What utter bullshit.

Humans didn't even deliver the presents. They just ran the workshops. There were no elves, that was a Christmas preconception created by a prejudiced king in England during 1520.

The reindeer were the ones that delivered the presents. They used their magical skills to sneak into peoples homes, through doors, windows, or any other entry they cold get into. They absolutely abhorred going down chimneys, as the soot got into their luxurious brown fur and refused to get out for days.

Rudolf had once come back covered in so much soot that his white underbelly and red nose were completely indistinguishable; the only bit of him that wasn't pitch-black was the whites of his eyes.

This especially amused Phyren. She was a reindeer with an especially wicked sense of humour, and was very quick with a stinging remark. She was especially exemplary at making people blush. She even got Rudolph to blush so much once that she made a barbed comment about how his nose now looked normal compared to the rest of his face, which had only made him blush worse. And then there were the other jokes she made about his big red nose. Most everyone laughed about her clown comments.

She was also very beautiful. Kylian didn't know himself, being human, he didn't look sideways at a reindeer, but every now and again, he would find himself staring at her, as if she were a precious jewel, trying to see all her different facets at once.

As far as he knew, Phyren was still in the complex. She wasn't yet old enough to go out into the world and deliver presents. After all, an anthropomorphic reindeer wasn't such a common thing. And being a symbol of Christmas and all, they would have a hard time going by unnoticed.

He rolled onto his side, and then his other, before sliding out of bed completely and starting to pace.

Kylian knew that he should be getting some rest. The work cycles ran on 3 days rest and then 24 hours work. This cycle kept the workers happy, and with the amount of workers they had, if they kept everyone working all the time, then they'd have everything done in only a few months. This way was easier. Rotational work for the whole year kept everyone happy and occupied. But still, the 24 hours of work every three days took a lot out of you, which was why he should have been getting some rest.

He lay back on the bed, staring at the ceiling again.

"Trouble sleeping?" A low, feminine voice asked from somewhere close to the bed.

Kylian jerked and snapped his head to the left, staring at the reindeer that was sitting in a wooden chair near the head of his bed.

"What are you doing here?" He asked.

A normal question would have been, 'how did you get in here?', but as it was a reindeer, Kylian already knew that she had used magic to get in.

And she was obviously female. The veil she was wearing was almost translucent, and her small, perfect breasts were plainly visible.

"I came by to say hello." She replied, as if it were a common thing for her to magically appear in people's houses unannounced, even when she had never met the person in question.

"Why? I don't even know you..." He said, sitting up in his bed and drawing the blankets up across his shoulders. It was very cold. But, even though the reindeer was wearing very thin, skimpy clothing, he could see that her luxuriously soft, silky fur would keep her warm.

"Don't you recognize the reindeer that you have been so avidly staring at over the past few months?" she asked, staring at him penetratingly from her deep brown eyes.

"Huh?" He murmured, shaking his head softly and then giving her a long, searching look, "I haven't been staring at anyone." He said defensively.

"Oh yes you have." She replied in her low, sultry voice.

"I...I don't recall staring at you." He replied. "I don't even know who you are."

"Maybe you just stare at all the reindeer? But no, I am sure that I am the only one who has caught your attention. How is it that you do not recognize the reindeer who has caught you observing her so many times over the past few months? Are we all so plain?" She asked, leaning even closer and staring into his eyes. She was now getting rather close, close enough that her scent was starting to register on his senses. It was a strange mix of pine needles and something else that was utterly intoxicating.

"No...you're not plain, you're actually quite..." He searched for a word that described her without being offensive or too [don't know the word...but in this context, to use a word like beautiful, when he doesn't know if she will take offence to it because she doesn't know him. A word like familiar, familial, or intimate, or personal.] "um...cute, no...pretty..." He continued searching for the word until a giggle from the reindeer brought him up short.

"Why don't you just say 'sexy'?" She asked in her wonderful voice, leaning even closer, "So...is it just me who is sexy? Or all the reindeer?" She asked, her voice going even lower, now almost a seductive purr.

He blushed heavily, which was when he realised just who she was.

"Phyren." He stated, and then cocked his head at her, before asking, "Are you trying to make embarrassed? Because you're succeeding."

"Maybe I want you to blush...you just look so cute when you're embarrassed." She said in her most sultry voice, her nose almost touching his own now.

This just made him blush further, and a smile to light up Phyren's face.

"Okay. You've said hello. Embarrassed me. Made me blush. Now what?" He asked, raising an eyebrow at her.

She smiled at him some more and then settled back into the chair, lifting her legs to put them over one arm, effectively using his chair as a rather uncomfortable-looking hammock.

"I was thinking that you might be lonely, having spent Christmas all alone. I have decided to give you some companionship." She replied, flicking her fingers and magically summoning a bottle of cold liquid.

"Companionship?" He asked, staring at her. "How do you know I've been alone? Are you spying on me?" He asked. "And I don't drink," He continued, motioning towards the bottle.

"I don't drink either." She replied, conjuring two glasses and filling them with the orange liquid, "And I have only been repaying some of the attention you have given me..." She replied, handing him a glass of the drink.

He took it with a 'thanks', and noticed that, unlike most other Christmas drinks, it was cold. He smelled it, and then sipped it, not tasting the distinctive aftertaste of alcohol, and took a bigger drink, feeling coldness spread throughout his body with each little sip. It was good.

"Good, isn't it?" She asked, taking a large drink of her own glass.

"Yes it is." He commented, "But it's making me cold."

"It does that." She commented, shivering herself as the drink took effect.

She slid gracefully from the chair in a long, flowing movement, sliding onto the bed, up close to him, and then slid close to his side, lifting the blanket off one of his shoulders and pulled it over herself, snuggling up to him and thrumming softly, deep in her throat, a low, sultry sound, her soft, warm fur stroking along his side.

He stared down at her in surprise, and she looked up at him, her brown eyes sparkling, "You said you were getting cold...and I was getting quite cold myself, so I figured you wouldn't mind." She said, with a mischievous smile playing over her muzzle, as if she were teasing him, daring him to be offended.

"I don't blame you for being cold, wearing clothes that are so..." He paused, again unable to find the right word.

"Sexy?" She asked with a mischievous smile, finishing the sentence for him. "You still didn't answer my question you know...is it just me who is sexy or all reindeer?"

"I never said you were sexy." He said, staring down at her.

"Hmm..." She seemed to think for a few seconds, "If you're not attracted to me...then this should have no effect on you..." She commented, rolling onto her stomach and placing a hand on his chest as she reached up with her muzzle and laid a quick, yet steamy kiss on his mouth.

She giggled softly as she broke the kiss, feeling his breathing increase, and his heart thudding against her palm.

A mischievous smile played over he muzzle as she looked up him, trying to appear innocent. "Mmm... from the feel of it...you are attracted to me...are you going to deny it?" She asked, staring at him challengingly.

"Is there a purpose to this?" He asked, staring down at her with his heart beating a violent throbbing rhythm against his throat.

She didn't reply immediately, just drew her legs in close, under the blanket, and pressed close back to his side, laying her head on his shoulder and nuzzling at his neck softly. "You have been lonely. I am here to offer you companionship." She said, her eyes closed and a soft thrumming sound emanating from deep in her throat.

"Then what was with the kiss?" He asked.

She nuzzled him again, and then licked across his neck gently. "You don't have any objections to it do you?" She asked in a sultry whisper.

"Hmm...I guess not." He said, stroking gently at the soft fur of her neck tentatively.

She thrummed a little deeper, leaning into the uncertain stroking of the humans fingers, enjoying the simple touch more than he could possibly have known.

Closing her eyes, she leaned against him more firmly, wrapping her arms around him, letting her warm fur stroke at his body.

He lay back on the bed, taking the doe with him, laying her besides him gently.

A softer thrumming started to emanate from her throat, and she nuzzled at his neck again, giving it a long, slow, affectionate lick and pressing her softly furred body against his.

Kylian stroked at her back and pulled her a little closer, laying her neck on his own, enjoying the feel of her fur against his body.

Phyren snuggled against him a little closer, the gentle thrumming in her throat deepening as she settled against him, laying a quick kiss on his neck before she let sleep take her.

He stared down at her, still stroking her neck gently, wondering why she was here and why she was going to sleep in his bed, but he still smiled and stroked her as she fell asleep in his arms.

* * *

When he awoke, it was to the blaring of his alarm.

He slapped it right off the dresser, and it stopped when it hit the ground.

With a sigh, he slid his legs off the bed, dislodging a neatly folded letter that was lying on his pillow.

He picked it up, unfolding it and looking at the small, neat writing transcribed on it.

I thought it best to not wake you when I left this morning. I shall return tomorrow when you have finished work and thank you properly for putting up with me for the night.

* * *

He returned from working at the toy workshop in the early hours of the morning and immediately threw himself into the bed, curling up on it and not even bothering to throw a blanket over himself before falling asleep, his meeting with Phyren completely forgotten.

* * *

When next he awoke, it was to a sensation of warmth across his body and a soft thrumming his ears.

Phyren was snuggled up against him, her warm, luxurious fur caressing his body.

He opened his eyes, and found himself staring right into hers. She had obviously been watching him sleep.

"Hello." She said, staring at him and thrumming a little deeper.

"What a way to wake up." He commented as he sat up.

"I want to thank you." She said without delay.

"For what?" He asked.

"For not taking advantage of me last night...you could have if you wanted to." She said softly, staring up at him before sitting up as well, nuzzling into his shoulder affectionately.

"If I wanted to." He replied, draping an arm around her shoulders and pulling her close so that he could smell her delightful scent.

"I wanted you to take advantage of me last night..." She admitted with reluctance, seemingly wanting him to know for some strange reason.

"Why?" He asked, completely thrown off by this piece of information.

"I was lonely..." She said softly, closing her eyes and rubbing her cheek against his neck gently.

"So you didn't come to me to give me companionship? You came here last night to receive companionship." He stated, laying his head on her neck and stroking at her chin gently.

"I guess I did..." She said, as if she didn't know herself.

"Don't you have anyone of your own?" He asked, genuinely curious.

"I did..." She replied, lowering her head and staring at her hands, which were resting in her lap.

"What happened?" He asked softly, lifting her head with a hand on her chin so that he could look her in the eyes.

"I...I...had a male...I met him a few days ago...it all happened so fast..." She paused for a second, to gather her thoughts, and then ploughed onwards, "He said that he loved me...that he always wanted to stay with me...but he was just making false promises to get in my pants...I caught him with another female...and he tried to make it my fault...he said that he...he...he had to go to her because I was too frigid!" She wailed out, and he was surprise to see tears start to spill from her eyes and sobs to start in her throat.

He pulled her close and hugged her reassuringly, stroking her back softly and murmuring words of comfort in her ears as she wailed into his shoulders, sobbing and clinging to him fiercely, as if she were drowning and he were a piece of driftwood.

She keened out something about her former mate, "He said it was my fault!" and clung to him more firmly, beating at his shoulders in misdirected anger, her sobbing only becoming louder and more ragged.

But eventually, her sobs quieted down, her tears stopped coming quickly to her eyes, and her breathing, which had been a ragged staccato of rough breaths, slowed back to something approaching normal and evened out.

She lay against him for some time, ashamed of herself, but unwilling to leave the comfort of his reassuring embrace. But eventually, even that had to end.

He sensed that she was no longer distraught, and gently held her out in front of him, noting the tears still in her eyes. "It'll be okay." He promised, hugging her again, patting her neck softly.

"Look at me..." She said forlornly, "Sobbing and crying all over you...I don't even know you..."

"Don't worry about it...I don't mind." He said, stroking her back reassuringly, "Really...it's okay. You just need to find another male...someone who will respect you and won't make you false promises." He continued, holding her in front of him again, smiling at her comfortingly.

"I've already got my eyes on someone...a nice male...kind..." She said softly, laying her head on his shoulder again and holding herself to him firmly. "But you're the last person I should be talking to about it..." She said, nuzzling at him softly.

"You shouldn't be alone in your state." He said, stroking at her back and neck. "You're welcome to come by whenever you want. You can even stay here if you want? Until you feel up to being by yourself again."

She stared at him for a second, "I really shouldn't...you've already done too much...having me sobbing on your shoulder..." She said, and he was sure that she was going to refuse him, "But I don't want to be alone..." She continued, almost in tears again, "So...I'll take you up on your offer..."

A deep thrumming started deep in her throat, like the night before, and she pressed herself closer to him, pulling him back onto the bed and snuggling up to him again, licking softly along his neck, her arms wrapping around him.

He rubbed at her shoulders in return, delicately stroking her chin and holding her close as she fell asleep, once again, in his embrace.

* * *

This time, he was the first to awake, opening his eyes to see the sleeping doe laid out besides him, thrumming softly in her sleep. She reached out unconsciously, pulling him closer and laying her head back against his shoulder, nudging her nose against his neck softly.

He reached out a hand and shook her shoulder gently; causing her to open her eyes and stare at him, not properly awake yet.

Phyren's eyes slowly focused on him and she smiled, nuzzling at his neck affectionately and thrumming.

"Thank you...for everything..." She murmured in his ear, wrapping her arms around him and holding him close.

"It's no trouble...really. I enjoy your company...we can stop each other from being lonely...sound good?" He asked.

She giggled softly, a quiet, happy sound, and nuzzled him in her way of giving an affirmative answer.

"We have two whole days to kill..." She commented, staring at him, something of a mischievous grin in her eyes.

"You have been spying on me haven't you?" He asked.

"No...I just remembered seeing you staring at me so often at the workshop...that's why I came to you after...after..." She couldn't seem to say it, and just skipped over it, "You were the only one who I could think of..."

"I'm sorry...I didn't know..." He apologized, "You should just move on, it's not worth crying over those sorts of people...who's this unfortunate male that's in your sights?"

She looked at him for a second, as if debating telling him, before poking him in the chest playfully, "That is for me to know and you to find out." She said with a mischievous smile.

"Is there any way I could convince you to divulge your information?" He asked playfully, stroking at her neck.

She thrummed happily, and then stared at him. "Well...there is one thing..." She said, as if embarrassed, "I...I like to have my tail played with...but everyone's too scared to..." She said sadly.

He smiled softly and ran his hand down along her spine until he reached her short tail, taking the soft length and stroking at it, twining the end between his fingers.

More deep thrums echoed from within her throat as she arched her back, pressing her belly against his own, her tail twitching against his hand, a low moan echoing from her body as the human caressed her most sensitive area.

He began to knead her tail softly, making her legs twitch slightly and the doe to press against him, licking at his neck eagerly in encouragement for him to continue.

Taking the tip between his thumb and finger, he began to roll it back and forth slowly, teasing her, "Are you ready to tell me?" He asked playfully, staring into her brown eyes.

"Just a little longer...please..." She murmured, burying her muzzle in his shoulder and nuzzling him entreatingly with closed eyes.

He laughed softly and stopped stroking her tail, staring down at her as her eyes opened and gazed into his. "Just tell me and I'll play with your tail for as long as you want..." He said, a sly smile creeping across his face.

"His name's Tirel. Is that good enough?" She asked, almost whimpering.

He smiled and stroked her neck with his free hand while he resumed caressing her tail. "I suppose I can play with your tail for a little longer..." He said, as though debating whether or not to.

She thrummed louder and arched her back again, wrapping her arms around him and snuggling up to him. "Why can't all males be like you?..." She asked softly, "It would make things so much easier..."

"Well...if everyone was like me...then I wouldn't be such a catch would I?" He said playfully, twisting her tail through his fingers.

"I suppose you're right..." She murmured, enjoying his touch.

"So...when are you going to go see this Tirel." He asked, kneading at her tail again.

"Well...he's agreed to have dinner with me at my house...I scheduled it so that you'd be working then...you treat me good..." She murmured.

"Well I hope everything goes well. I really do. You deserve to be happy." He murmured in return, leaning in to give her neck a polite kiss.

She returned by licking at his neck with her soft doe tongue, staring up at him with her big brown doe eyes and smiling warmly.

* * *

Phyren stayed with him for the next two days, constantly begging him without words to just hold her close. Every time he drew away, she would stare at him entreatingly with her big brown eyes until her just couldn't resist pulling her into another embrace and holding her close.

* * *

Kylian awoke as usual for work, to find that Phyren had left in the night, just like last time.

He sighed softly and started getting ready for work, knowing that, for good or bad, he would know what the results were when he got back.

* * *

He returned from work, weary in body and mind. He had been tasked with putting together motorised remote control cars, tiny little things with tons of moving parts, each one having to be painstakingly assembled.

The first thing he saw after closing the door, and turning towards his bed, was a dishevelled lump under his blankets, moving slightly in time with the soft, muffled sobs that echoed from beneath the covers.

He moved over to his own bed and sat down on it next to the lump, gently stroking along the curve of Phyren's back as she sobbed raggedly into his pillow.

The reindeer buried her face more firmly into his pillow, wailing loudly, her grievous sounds muffled by the masking effects of the cotton.

Kylian slid the blankets back, to reveal the doe's tear-streaked countenance. She opened her eyes and stared up at him for a second, her big brown eyes filled with sadness, before reaching up and pulling him close, wanting comfort and instinctively seeking it from the one person who had offered her unconditional support.

He pulled her into his embrace once again, sitting her up and laying her head on his shoulder, stroking her neck reassuringly while rocking her back and forth gently, the doe wailing into his shoulder bitterly.

It went on like this for some time, her throat sore and burning, each inhalation an disjointed intake of air that scorched her throat, while each exhalation was a wail of pain.

But eventually, her sobs quietened down and her breathing evened out, just like the last time, until she was leaning against him, sobbing quietly, tears falling from her closed eyes.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked softly, stroking at her neck gently.

"No..." She said immediately, her words barely intelligible, her voice thick. She sniffled and nuzzled into his neck, eyes closed tightly, almost limp in his arms, before wailing out, "He tried to rape me!..."

This proclamation brought on a fresh surge of tears, the crystalline droplets spiling from her eyes and down across her cheeks, absorbed by her silky fur.

He cradled her in his arms once more, waiting out her tears, knowing that she would tell him when she was ready and then he started wondering why she was telling him? Why him of all people?

But he couldn't just turn her away. He was the only one she had, as far as he knew. If he were to do something that was a betrayal of her trust in her eyes, then it would probably hurt her more than anything else could.

He gave an inward sigh and stroked at her neck softly, ready to wait for as long as it took.

She finally stopped sobbing into his shoulder, and drew way from him a little, hiccoughing and staring at him forlornly. "I shouldn't be putting all this on you..." She sobbed quietly.

"Don't say that. Who else could you talk to about it?" He asked softly.

"No...no one...I...I don't have anyone..." She whispered quietly, a deep sadness in her voice.

"You've got me." He said firmly, pulling her closer and hugging her again.

"Tha...thank you..." She murmured, wrapping her arms around him and nuzzling her nose into his shoulder.

"You're just having bad luck with males...you'll find the right one." He promised, rubbing her neck gently again, his other arm holding her close.

"I've given up...on males...they're not worth...not worth it..." She murmured. Her tears starting to dry up, her breathing finally returning to normal.

"Surely there must be one." He murmured. He didn't want her to be lonely, as she so obviously was.

"Well...there is one..." She murmured shyly, "but...but I don't know if he likes me or not...and I'm too scared...to...you know...too scared to ask...to ask if he likes me..." She whispered, not meeting his eyes, as if ashamed of her bashfulness.

"Just walk up to him and kiss him." He whispered.

"But what if he...what if I offend...what if I hurt him...I don't want to lose him..." She whispered, mortified.

"He won't. I can't promise he won't...but I'm sure that he couldn't resist you. No one could." He murmured in response, "What have you got to lose? The worst he could do is tell you that he's not interested."

She stared at him for a second, and he could see an inner conflict happening in her mind. She looked torn, but seemed to make her decision, reaching up with her muzzle over the short intervening space between their mouths, and kissing him softly.

He was more than a little surprised by the suddenness of it, but quickly made his mind up that it felt much too good to stop.

The reindeer broke the kiss, and stared at him, seemingly in fear of what his response could be.

He stared at her for a second, and then pulled her closer, laying her head on his shoulder and stroking her back softly, "Did you just ask me on a date?" He asked softly.

"No..." She murmured in his ear, "I just asked you if you want to be my boyfriend..."

"What male could say 'no' to you?" He asked, by way of saying 'yes', hugging her a little closer.

She thrummed deep in her throat, a soft, happy sound, and pressed herself to him firmly, holding him closer as her hands started to work their way down his back, massaging at his muscles.

His own hands began to work their way down her back, until he reached her tail, which he took between his fingers, and began to play with gently.

Phyren moaned softly at the sensations, pressing herself firmly against him, her hands moving from his back to her front as she kissed him deeply, opening her veil and taking it off, tossing it to the side without breaking the deep kiss.

Kylian stared into her eyes as they kissed, one of her hands moving to the back of his head, twining into his hair and pressing him firmly into the kiss while her other hand grabbed his wrist, forcing his fingertips to move downwards as she lifted her tail and arched her back, lifting her rump off the bed a little, so that his fingers now had easy access to her soft, moist, hot lips.

She pressed his hand firmly in that general area, forcing him to rub at her most intimate place, before removing her hand, leaving his own where it was, and pressing back against it firmly, gasping and moaning into the kiss at the new sensations his touches caused to her inexperienced body.

A soft gasp escaped her muzzle, followed by a quiet moan as she arched against him, "Oh!...oh god!...that feels so good...d-don't stop!...oh god please, don't stop!..." She whispered in his ear, before kissing him again with a fiery, raw passion.

She shifted her body a little, until she was sitting in his lap, her tail twitching back and forth, unknowingly caressing the growing bulge in his pants as she straddled him, kissing him fiercely.

Her hands slid down his front, sliding down his pants eagerly, revealing his hard and pulsing erection to her adoring gaze.

She was about to slide it into her body, her quivering sex poised above the head of his erection, when he stopped her.

He stared at her, seeing the uncertainty in her eyes, and gently slid her off him.

"We can't." He gasped, his hands shaking slightly with doomed anticipation.

"Why not?" She asked, tears starting to fall down her face again as she stared at him with sad eyes.

"You're distraught...you want me to take advantage of you...I won't do that..." He murmured to her sadly.

"Don't you like me?" She asked plaintively, tears falling down her face rapidly, and sobs starting in her throat again.

"I do like you...I...I think I'm falling in love with you...and that's why I won't take advantage of you...maybe in a few days...when you've gotten over the other two...when you're thinking straight...but not now...I won't betray you like that." He said, very aware of the fact that if she showed the least bit of resistance to the idea, that if she asked him to take her, then he wouldn't be able to resist. It was taking all his self-control not to pick her up and hug her, but he knew that doing that would lead to...other things, so he stopped himself.

Phyren gave a strangled cry of pain and fled the room, practically trying to tear the door off its hinges in an effort to get away faster. Only stopping for a few bare moments to snatch up her veil before leaving as fast as her legs could take her.

* * *

She didn't return the next day, or the next, or even the day after that. He didn't see her at her training; no one knew where she had gone.

He asked around, and found out one of her favourite spots, and went to see if she was there.

* * *

The domeworld was a mystical place.

It was a large, spherical dome, filled with trees and ferns, mimicking the forests that were the reindeer's natural homes. It was primarily used when new recruits were taken from their warm homes and brought to this cold place. They needed time to adjust, and the magical dome was perfect. Several square kilometres of pure, warm, open, forested area, all of it enclosed and perfectly natural-seeming.

He searched for hours, but finally resigned to the fact that she wasn't there.

Eventually, he gave up searching, and sat down by one of the many streams that coursed through the domeworld.

A quiet sound nearby made him jerk up and sneak over in the general direction of the sound. Being Christmas, there was no one in the dome, bar him.

He saw her, sitting on a rock, facing away from him, talking to herself. From where he stood, he could see the sparkles of tears on her cheeks. He smiled wryly, it seemed that the only time he saw her was when she was crying.

From where he was, he could clearly hear her; she was talking to herself, lamenting her losses, obviously oblivious to the rest of the world.

"Why is it that I ruin everything I have?...every time I find someone...I go and do something stupid and mess it up....is it me?...is it something I'm doing?...or am I just doomed to be alone?...I go and find the perfect male....and then I go and ruin it by moving too fast...now he hates me...why is it that I can't be happy?...what did I do that was so bad to deserve this?...Why is it that when I fall in love with someone...I just end up pushing them away?.." She asked, not directing the question at any one in particular, before burying her muzzle in her hands and sobbing bitterly.

He walked up behind her, not troubling to keep quiet, but she still didn't hear him, her sobs obliterating any other sounds.

She jerked with surprise as she felt his arms wrap around her from behind, and tensed up for a second, her hands on his wrists, before she sobbed and half-turned towards him, laying her head on his shoulder awkwardly and crying against his neck.

Kylian stroked her neck and shoulders gently, pulling her close and letting her turn towards him fully, putting her arms around him gratefully. "I don't hate you." He murmured in her ear, trying to comfort her.

"But...but you...you...you pushed me away..." She sobbed, beating at his chest impotently.

"I didn't want to hurt you..." He murmured, trying to make her see reason.

"I'm sorry..." She whispered in his ear, licking his neck entreatingly, begging for sympathy.

"It's okay...it is...just stop crying please...I don't like seeing you like this." He murmured to her, stroking her neck incessantly.

She murmured something unintelligible in his ear, hiccoughing a few times and nuzzling at his neck.

He held her until she stopped crying, as he had done many times before, and just held her until she was ready to speak.

She drew her head off his shoulder, her eyes still rather wet, and then leaned in, laying a deep, sultry kiss on his lips, thoroughly surprising him.

Another deep kiss was laid on his lips, before she slid into his lap, sitting him rather firmly on the rock she had vacated, her arms around his neck holding her to him as she rested her muzzle next to his ear and whispered, "You are going to satisfy me this time. I don't care if I'm distraught. I want this, and I'm going to get it." She murmured resolutely to him, rocking herself back and forth on his lap, her tail once again antagonizing his body with unconscious strokes over his pants.

It took her only a few seconds to remove her veil, dropping it to the ground and pressing her bare body against his, her hands now working on removing the clothing in the way of her goal.

He was rather surprised by her sudden need, but didn't complain. It was obvious to him that if he refused he would only hurt her again. So he resigned himself to enjoying her. His hand slid across her neckline, gently caressing her chin, before slipping down the elegant arch of her neck, and then down onto her breasts, squeezing lightly at them.

Phyren moaned softly at the intimate touch, her hands drawing his shirt off and then moving onto his pants, pulling them down slowly as she locked her muzzle against his mouth, kissing him eagerly as her heart started thudding in her chest.

The doe lifted her hips his off his lap, yanking down his pants and revealing his erection to her gaze once more, sitting on his knees and staring down at his throbbing member before kissing him once more as he kicked his pants off impatiently.

He slid his hands down her luxuriously furred back, massaging at the smooth muscles under her soft hide until his hands reached her tail, which he took between his palms and rolled back and forth gently.

Phyren moaned softly and arched against him, pressing her breasts against him unconsciously. He took one of her nipples between his lips, suckling at it gently and making her moan once more, louder this time.

She arched her back a little further, starting to rock her hips back and forth, the soft, warm lips between her thighs heating and moistening with her growing passion.

The effect he was having on her body did not go unnoticed by Kylian, and he moved his hand a little further down her tail, and then between her legs, caressing her soft lips and making her give a moan of surprise and jump a little, her muzzle hanging open with pleasure.

A long, protracted moan echoed from within her body as he slowly slid a fingertip into her pulsating depths, working it back and forth slowly, driving her crazy with lust.

"Oh god!...yes!...please...keep going!...ah!...it feels so good!..." She murmured into his ear, before lifting his face with a hand under his chin and kissing him passionately, panting into his mouth as her inexperienced body writhed and squirmed against him, her juices spilling from her depths as she felt something, a wonderful something, start to spiral up from within her body.

He did as asked, kissing her eagerly as his fingertip slid back and forth within her, his other hand caressing her tail, loving the way her pants entered his mouth with every little movement of his finger.

She arched against him and thrust back against his hand reflexively, her soft lips convulsing and milking at his fingertip as orgasm crashed down upon her body.

A long, loud moan echoed from within her body as she held herself to him firmly, her hot liquid spilling from within her depths and along his legs, wetting her inner thighs and his fingers as he held her tail tightly, keeping her balanced as she bucked and writhed through her first ever orgasm.

He smiled at her as she leaned against him tiredly, panting against his neck and shuddering at each tremor of pleasure that coursed through her mind and body.

"Oh Kylian...that felt so good..." She murmured to him, kissing him with tired passion.

She shifted in his lap a little, trying to get more comfortable.

A soft coo of pleasure escaped her muzzle as his hard, throbbing erection slid unintentionally across her lips, getting slicked with her hot juices as she started to rock her hips back and forth, causing the tip of his erection to keep up the pleasurable touches.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked softly, rubbing at her neck as she leaned in for a kiss.

"I'm sure. I love you. I want to be with you...but...only if you want to..." She murmured, showing some of her doubts.

He pulled her into another embrace and kissed her reassuringly. "I love you." He said firmly, "And nothing would make me happier than being with you."

She smiled at him softly, and then suddenly dropped herself onto him, moaning loudly at the exquisite feel of his hard, throbbing erection parting her soft, moist lips and delving deep into her body.

A long, muffled groan of pain erupted from her muzzle, which was pressed against his neck, as his hard cock was hilted within her hot, pulsing depths, her virginity claimed with a single thrust.

Hearing her sound of pain, he pulled her closer, holding her still and just lying with her until she felt that she was ready to continue, their pulsing sexes intimately joined as she leaned in for another kiss, starting to lift herself off his hard length, before letting herself slide down it slowly, making them both moan into the kiss.

His hands slid down her body, muffled moans echoing throughout the clearing as he started to lift her and lower her on his length, her juices slicking his hard cock as it invaded her most private place, bringing pleasure and causing more of her lubricating, heated, slick juices to spill from within her body.

She could feel that wonderful feeling creeping up on her again, and began to pant hard into his mouth, her tongue twining with his as her breathing and heart rate increased exponentially, her depths tightening and convulsing around the wonderfully hard member so deeply embedded within her.

"Ooohhh yesssss!!!" She cried out, throwing her head back and screaming with orgasmic bliss, her tail twitching as her depths tightened around him hard, suckling at the long slippery erection as it continued to pound ruthlessly at her body, pleasuring her more and more with each passing second.

With a quick arch of her back and roll of her hips, she felt his erection slide from within her depths, shiny with her juices, standing straight and proud in the air. She thrummed deeply, and stared at him with lust glazed eyes, turning her back and dropping down onto her knees, raising her rear into the air and lifting her tail high for him, looking over shoulder at him with a sultry smile, her dripping entrance completely exposed to him.

He didn't need much more encouragement, and slid down behind her, kissing her neck gently and wrapping his arms around her waist as he slid himself into her heated, moist depths, her soft lips gripping at him delightfully.

More moans echoed from both of them as he started to gently thrust into her, the head of his cock parting her lips and spearing deep within her body with each exquisite thrust.

It wasn't long before Phyren was thrusting back against him, throwing her head back and gasping with each movement of his hard cock within her, her juices spilling from her depths and down her thighs, lubricating his cock each time he hilted within her.

He grabbed her tail and began to play with it as he thrust, realising how much she loved it, his other hand sliding down between her legs to play with her clit, making her arch against him and cry out loudly, her depths convulsing around him reflexively, the sexy doe not yet orgasming, but coming closer with each sublime pump.

As she started to cum, she thrust back against him, hard. So hard that he was pushed backwards, onto his back, the doe ending up above him, facing away from him, his hard cock still within her depths as they convulsed around him, milking at him eagerly.

She looked over her shoulder at him, cooing softly as her insides stopped milking him so needily, and she began to slowly move up and down on him again, closing her eyes and smiling, resting one hand on his belly as she leaned backwards, rocking against him in a steady rhythm, his hard cock thrusting between her lips again and again.

He held one of her legs in his hand, down near her ankle, holding her legs spread wide, while his other curled up around her arm to squeeze lightly at her breast, holding her balanced as her juices spilled down across his stiff erection and balls, the doe speeding up again, gasping softly at the sensations running rampant through her body.

Her pace increased further still, until she was slamming her hips down onto him, her wonderful depths engulfing his member as she panted and cooed with pleasure, her eyes closed and her muzzle hanging open, her breathing increasing once again.

Kylian thrust up into her hard, as hard as he could from his position, trying valiantly to hold on and pleasure his love, at least until she reached her peak again. He could feel his member pulsing heavily within her, and knew he wasn't far off, when he felt her depths convulse around him once more. He gritted his teeth and held on as her lips suckled at him, the doe determined to make him cum.

He wrapped his arms around her, and drew her off him, laying her gently on her back and then lowering himself onto her, kissing her eagerly as he thrust back inside her wonderful depths, already feeling himself growing close again.

With a quick change of angle, he almost doubled his pace, making Phyren cry out and writhe against him, her tail twitching spasmodically and caressing his balls, making him pump within her even harder.

"Oh gooooodddd!...don't stop! P-please don't stop!..." She cried out as he thrust into her mercilessly, feeling her depths tightening and rippling around him with every thrust of his hard member into her body, her tail tickling at his balls with each thrust also, making him almost lose himself with each thrust.

He slid a hand around her shoulders and started thrusting into her as hard and fast as he could, kissing her fiercely as his other hand slid down behind himself, between his own legs, and latched onto her tail, yanking it hard, pulling her to him as he thrust one last time, as hard as he could, the impossible amount of pleasure coursing through the lovers bodies finally erupting into a massive shared orgasm.

Phyren screamed, her muzzle opened wide as her depths convulsed around him, milking at him eagerly with strong, smooth rippling motions, encouraging him to empty within her, which is exactly what he did.

Kylian's cock tensed and then spurted hard within her rippling, pulsating depths, the throbbing tip of his member spurting jet after jet of his hot creamy seed into her body, more of his thick hot cum flooding her womb with each passing second, his whole body straining as the doe's depths milked him for his last few drops, his final spurts erupting deep into her body, the searing white liquid pumping into her belly and shooting into her body, coating her sensitive, rippling depths.

The doe fell limp beneath him, falling prey to his loving kisses as he fell besides her, wilted as well, unable to move or speak for the time being.

After a few minutes in which they both panted and exchanged loving caresses and traded soft kisses and murmured endearments, they finally felt up to talking.

"That was so good...thank you..." She murmured, tears of joy spilling down her cheeks.

"It is I who should thank you." He murmured in return, kissing her softly and wiping away her tears.

She kissed him back eagerly and snuggled into his side, laying her head on his neck and thrumming softly. "I love you..." She murmured in his ear.

"And I love you too..." He murmured in return, before saying firmly, "And I'll make sure you're never lonely again."