Thoughtzzz... (can’t sleep...again...)
Thoughtzzz... (can't sleep...again...)
A thought less than needed, my eyes stay open wide
Darkness lines my face too deep to hide
Nights stare at me & the ceiling, waiting till day-break to move too far to find for a while
I belittle the whispers as my vision turns unreal, leaving my shadows to smile
It seems, with eyes open, I begin to see my dreams
Breaking apart, from the start, reality at its seams
Unwanted, unneeded, unstable
Standing sideways, in a daze, walking without moving, I'm somehow able
Melodies make up minutes to hours as the room spins into still pictures ever-changing
The puzzle pieces switch, finding new form, as the picture runs, they keep re-arranging
All the while, I blink & think as hours pass me by
Waking by my movements to walk around, I don't care to ask again "why"
No need, no explanation...
I wash my face ever-tired, & wander through another day with no hesitation...
Forever giving in to eternal procrastination...
A nightmare brought to reality makes moments in mind seem anything but fiction
Only placing doubt toward a mental grasp ever-lacking in worthwhile friction
"Find dreams, & see if you can't make due without them becoming a reality..."
"If you can, reach past them, & find something beyond a mindful formality..."
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