A lonely child(father's day)

Story by james mikoto on SoFurry

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#6 of tears

may be some editing mistakes and spacing mistakes and the years when these messages went through were not this spaced so yeah....work till I'm tired and now I'm tired...(:T) this didn't exactly happened to me but the messages were true


"Hey dad nice to see you again"

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"Dad can I ask why did you leave when I was ten?"

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"Hey dad it's my birthday today so I was wondering if you would come before seven at the end?"

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"Dad you dated mom for a while then she had me but you left me..... why?

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"Dad tomorrow is Father's day are you going to come see me?"

'I can't son I'm getting married tomorrow evening'

"Oh ok sorry for bothering you and your new wife...I'll leave you be"....

"DAD WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I CRIED?"

"WHERE WERE YOU WHEN YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAY GOOD BYE!?"

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5 YEARS LATER.....

"Hey Dad it's me again I just wanted to let you know that tomorrow is Father's day and I wanted to know if you are coming?"

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"It's fine you don't have to be here...but it's funny how I still have your working number even if you don't pick up are you even there?"

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"Bye dad have fun with your new life..."

'Joshua, hello are you there I'm coming over later at night'

"....OK DAD SEE YOU SOON I'LL BE RIGHT HERE....oh and dad?"

'yes Joshua?"

"I love you and happy Father's day!"

Mistakes are ok.

Some say that making mistakes is an issue a word with multiple meanings and endings I say mistakes is something you can make and fix with anyone and anything! The only difference between self-love, and self-hate is one of them is pointed to you and...

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Emptiness

The emptiness now becomes my closest friend, To live each day as it passes just as lonely as the last, The inside is crying hidden suddenly by the smile, To feel acceptance is to open up to more pain and denial, Love like a rain cloud only there...

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Happy,.... neglect,...love!

You needed me to choose to continue bedside reading just a little longer, you wanted me to choose family-no-phone daily dinners, just a little longer, to choose not to add StepSister to your adolescent chaos. Your challenges with reading ...

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